haha okay guys :D
ITS MY 16TH BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!
im 16 today everyone :) i've had a terrible past few days. but im going to just smile and happy on my birthday.
praying for him would celebrate it or at least just say "happy birthday" for me.
........and you know what?
GUE GULING-GULING KEGIRANGAN GARA-GARA HAL INI!!!!
THIS BIRTHDAY GREETING TOTALLY MADE MY BIRTHDAY LIKE TEN TIMES BETTER! NO LIE. I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE BKN!!!!
ok, i want to tell you about today!!
jadi dari tanggal 11 juli 2011 jam 11PM itu gue udah ngerasa ngantuk banjets. tapi gue nungguin sampe detik terakhir gue berumur 15 tahun :D #okelebay
dan setelah berlama-lama gue menghitung waktu akhirnya waktu sudah menunjukan pukul 11:55PM waktu itu. jadi gue terus dan terus menghitung waktu.
11:59PM......... gue itung 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1. DINGDONG!!! 00:00AM. GUE 16 TAHUN SEKARAAAAANG!!!
saat itu juga gue mendengar nada notification tanda sms masuk. tapi gue bodo amat karena gue waktu itu lagi update status twitter. yg langsung banyak banget mention masuk buat ngucapin aaaaaaa senangnya. ternyata banyak yg care sama gue meskipun kita itu ga kenal :D I LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH!!!!
oh iya, setelah gue reply mentions nya gue buka smsnya yg ternyata itu......from my ex.
dan setelah gue liat jamnya, sms dari dia itu tepat 00:00AM. wow. unexpected.
isi smsnya, "selamat ulang tahun :)"
dan gue confused mau jawab apaan. jadi gue cuman jawab "makasih :)" yg conversation tersebut langsung END saat itu juga.
oke, gue respect banget kata selamat dari dia :)
gue bete dan tidak merasa mengantuk lagi, jadi gue twitteran *sepertibiasanya*
gue reply reply mention yg lumayan rame pada saat itu. lama-lama mention sepi.
dan gue bingung mau ngapain sedangkan mata tidak mengantuk sama sekali.
waktu saat itu sudah menunjukkan 1:27AM.
lihatlah ini yg saya lakukan pada saat itu.......
bagi anda yg bertanya-tanya siapakah "@0430yes" itu..... dia adalah JANG WOOYOUNG!
ya! member dari boyband korea 2PM! ini pict nya
jadi gue itu emang kurang kerjaan kayak curhat sendiri tapi pake mention ke dia.
awalnya sih gue bilangnya pengen seseorang ngucapin happy birthday ke gue, yaitu bkn yg udh gue kasih fotonya diatas. awalnya sih kayak gitu tapi lama-lama gue makin ngaco dan gajelas. gue juga lumayan setres gara-gara tau 2PM mau ke indonesia AND IM PRETTY SURE MY MOM CANT LET ME GOING TO THE CONCERT!!
jadi gue cuma merenungi nasib dengan mention si bang wooyoung seperti bicara pada diri sendiri huhu
oke jam 2:13AM gue udah mulai merasa ngantuk dan tertidurlah gue.
jam 6:47AM kamar gue berisik. bising sekali.
dengan teriakan "SAUUUUR SAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUR BANGUUUUUUUUN"
gue buka selimut yang menutupi saat gue tertidur. dan TARAAAAAAAAA
mereka teriak lagi sambil membawa kue tart yang ditancapkan lilin "16" diatasnya yg sudah di-apikan yang diteriakan mereka "HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY LIAAAAA HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIAAAAAAA" "SAENGIL CHUKAEHAMNIDAAAAAA"
gue yang masih belekan dan ileran bengong.
"TIUUUP LILINNYA AYOOOOO" "FOTO FOTO! MASIH BELEKAN TU ANAK! PAKE BLITZ AYOO"
lah gue bengong. gue yang SANGAT MASIH KUCEL dan masih berselimut langsung make a wish aja nih
dan langsung meniup lilinnya
dan gue buka kado dari mereka yg gue foto bersama kue nya
oh iya, "mereka" disini belom gue kasih tau.
they're MY BESTFRIEND!
MY BEST FRIENDS EVER!!!
daaaan setelah acara membuka kado, gue langsung disuruh mandi sama mereka buat............lari pagi-__-
beres gue mandi, kita berempat langsung cus ke secapa buat lari pagi.
dan kita selesai entah jam berapa. kalau gue lagi sama mereka, gue ga inget waktu mulu. cz im having too much fun with them :)
oh iya, waktu dijalan kita mau cari makanan, dina sama manda parnoan mulu -_-
tau parno sama apaan? sama anjing. mereka trauma waktu mereka ke bali. disana manda dicakar anjing sampe kakinya luka lumayan parah.
gue sama fitri cuma geleng-geleng aja ngeliat ke-parno-an mereka.
oh iya dan gue nyampe rumah lagi jam 1:00PM
pada saat itu gue berniat untuk membetulkan hapenya manda yg rusak.
saat gue mempersiapkan barang-barangnya. ada bbm masuk. gue kirain cuma broadcast hoax gajelas jadi gue diemin dulu.
dan waktu gue buka.............
THATS HIM!!! HE SAID IT! HE SAID IT!!! waktu itu jam 1:21PM
orang yg gue tunggu-tunggu ucapannya buat ngucapin akhirnya ngucapin juga. dan lo tau perasaan gue waktu itu? speechless. dan tentu, setelahnya gue guling-guling kegirangan.
fotonya ada diatas :)
dan gue akan mengabadikannya. 1:21PM 12 july 2011, its made my day :)
dari tengah malem, gue udah hopeless dia gaakan ngucapin itu. gue udah lemes aja mikirin dia gaakan ngucapin. tapi ternyata........aaaaah its really really made my day. thanks!!!
oh iya, gue bilang ke nyokap kalo gue ga perlu kado atau apaun dari nyokap. gue cuman minta persetujuan gue dibolehin nonton konser 2PM, itu aja.
kalau buat beli tiket, gue bakal nabung sendiri.
jadi gue bilang ke nyokap "ayolah bu, lagian kan belom tentu juga aku bisa nabung buat nonton konser ini. jadi bolehin aja yaaa bu please buuuu. kan ga minta kado nih bu"
respond nyokap gue? ngangguk.
DAN DENGAN HANYA SATU ANGGUKAN ITU PULA GUE SANGAAAAAAAAAT SENANG SEKALI!!!
jadi gue harus bener-bener nabung!! fighting!! tapi gue ga begitu yakin :(
konser artis korea itu pasti mahal-__-
dan cerita ini berakhir disini saja.
di ke-hopeless-an gue yg kayaknya gamungkin bisa nonton konser 2PM.
lo tau rasanya waktu gue gabisa nonton konser justin bieber? nyesek se nyesek nyeseknya. rasanya gue pengen banget meleleh waktu itu.
tapi waktu itu... dia datang. saat gue lagi sedih, dia datang.
dia nanya... "sedih?"
OMB!! gatau kenapa setelah kelanjutan dari conversation "sedih?" itu gue ga begitu ngerasa nyesek lagi karena gue gabisa nonton konser justin bieber.
dan lo tau? dia selalu ada waktu gue lagi sedih, kesel. gue tau, dia kayak gini ke semua orang kok. gue yg dari awal salah pengertian.....sampe sekarang :')
ok, waktu konser justin bieber, gue lupa rasa sedih gue karena ada dia. dia itu beda dari cowok yg lainnya. dia itu beda. totally different.
kalau sekarang? konser 2PM? gue ga yakin. dan gue gamau ngarep lebih apapun mulai dari sekarang :)
eh tunggu. kenapa di akhir gue malah curcol? haha
kalo dia buka blog gue dan baca post-an ini. gimana ya? dia bakal nyadar gak ya?
gue frontal. but its okay :)
kalau dia tau perasaan gue, at least gue lega :)
itupun kalau dia baca post yg ini. hhhhh tapi buat apa dia buka blog gue -_-
gue kan bukan apa-apa buat dia dan more closer to stranger.
ga mungkinlah udah gamungkin.
oh iya, hari ini gue banyaaaaaaak banget dapet selamat dari orang-orang. touched :')
gue seneng banget banyak orang yg care :)
thank you all so much for all the birthday wishes, you have no idea how much i love and appreciate all of you. here's another GOOD YEAR :)
THANKS GUYS FOR TRYIN MAKE MY BIRTHDAY AS AMAZING AS POSSIBLE!!
thanks again to all the beautiful friends who sent beautiful birthday wishes on this beautiful day. i love the word "beautiful"
today is my birthday. today, i was born.
well, not literally today. what i mean is, today is my birthday, way back a while ago – many moons ago – I was born.
as i write, my body is now finishing its 16th year of life.
breathing, walking, beating, thinking, moving, eating, drinking, trusting, fearing, loving, parenting, laughing, singing, wondering, seeing, hearing, touching, talking life.
…when i awake, I am still with you.
today is my birthday, and i am with You. nothing will ever, ever change that. as i remember my birth today, i will remember that i am awake, alive, in Your hands.
Your Story is my story, our story, and to live it large is my greatest dream. today is my birthday. Thank you for bringing me to life.
i will never be successful in life, yes it comes off hard work, but sometimes i think what if the hard work doesnt pay off? What if i wasted my time?
i stress out too much, on little things sometimes.. actually most of the time. i want to clear my head and just be happy, but its hard to stay positive when everything i see makes me sad in some way.
i’ll never be good enough to make my parents proud. i know they push me to be the best i can be, but sometimes they make me feel like they arent proud of the person i already am.
i’ll never find the perfect someone for me. i know im difficult, stubborn and picky. i dont like jumping into relationships if i dont think it will work out. sometimes i think thats why im still single, cause i don’t give anyone a chance. but its hard to when your heart doesnt see a happy ending.
12 july it just date.
but its different for me.
12 july, IM TURNING 16 BITHCESSS :D
i know, its called grow up.
but sometimes i just dont want to grow up, it would be simple i think -_-
its okay lah itu cuman pikiran gapenting.
live your life :)
we're never getting out of this place.
gimanapun juga gue harus mengembangkan diri gue menjadi lebih baik dari sekarang dan kedepannya.
bentar lagi umur gue jadi 16 :D
semoga gue bisa jadi lebih dewasa for face the fact and destiny.
semoga gue enggak makin lebay gajelas.
semoga gue lebih mikirin yang namanya PELAJARAN.
semoga gue bisa jadi lebih baik dari sekarang.
semoga gue bisa bikin orang tua gue bangga sama gue.
semoga gue bisa nonton konser justin bieber.
semoga gue bisa nonton konser 2PM.
semoga gue bisa lancar bahasa inggris.
semoga gue bisa lancar bahasa korea.
semoga suara gue bisa keren kayak Miley Cyrus atau IU.
semoga gue bisa jago nge-dance kayak wooyoung.
semoga gue bisa jalan-jalan keliling dunia.
semoga gue jadi pinter.
semoga gue bisa ketemu dia lagi.
dan semoga..... dia bales perasaan itu.
at the end, i just wanna say AMEN all of my wishes :D
(meskipun gue tau dari tengah sampe akhir itu ngaco dan ga mungkin terkabul huhu)
I hate the feeling of falling in love with someone, when you know there’s never in a million years that they’d be interested in you. It hurts like hell, and you think to yourself why you’re wasting your time chasing someone who probably doesn’t even think of you for a second. And even if you did maybe, luckily, slightly, have at least a chance with this person, you fuck things up with them anyway because you’re trying too hard to avoid anything that will ruin that chance.
1. Siapa yang ada di background handphone kamu? 2PM's Wooyoung
2. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu sms? Dara
3. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu bbm? Andina Arifin
4. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu telpon? my mom
5. Siapa orang yang sekarang ada di sebelah kamuuu hiii... malaikat O;)
6. Siapa temen kamu yang baru aja ulang tahun? Isty
7. Siapa sih temen yang setiap hari kamu ajak ngobrol? my bestfriends
8. Kenapa dia? absolutely, they are my best friends ever
9. Kalo kamu punya duit 100rb, kamu mau traktir siapa dan apa? idk -.-
10. Siapa temen kamu yang pernah bikin kamu nangis? i dont remember
Tentang Kamu :
11. Kebiasaan kamu yang patut ditiru orang lain apa sih? nothing
12. Kalo kamu mau ngupil bilang-bilang dulu ngga? nope -.-
13. Biasanya kamu buang upil kemana? menurutlo?
14. Apa sih kebiasaan buruk kamu? banyak banget
15. Bunyi kentut kamu biasanya gimana sih? gasuka dengerin
16. Binatang apa sih yang menggambarkan kamu bangedh? i have no idea
17. Alat musik yang bisa kamu mainin? ga adaaa -_-
18. Biasanya mandi berapa kali sehari? should i tell it?
19. Benda dari seseorang yang sampe sekarang masih kamu simpen? apa? dari siapa? doll, from my ex
20. Benda yang lagi kamu pengenin banget? banyaaak
Tentang Sekolah / Waktu Sekolah :
21. SMP/SMA mana? (pilih salah satu)SMA
22. Nilai paling bagus pelajaran apa? di raport kemaren, olahraga ._.
23. Kalo jajan ke kantin beli apa? ga tentu
24. Berapa uang jajannya waktu itu? ga tentu juga -.-
25. Pernah jadian ngga waktu itu? sama? engga
26. Guru yang paling kamu benci? kenapa? frontal ah kalo disini haha
27. Pelajaran yang paling kamu ngga suka? suka semua pelajaran dong ya :p
28. Siapa temen kamu yang paling aneh di kelas? kenapa? no ones <3
29. Gebetan kamu waktu itu? bknz, sampai sekarang.
30. Yang paling kamu kangenin dari sekolah? my friends
Tentang Si Dia :
31. Gebetan / Pacar? gebetan
32. Siapa tuh namanya berani sebut ngga? BKNZ
33. Kenal dimana? waktu lsgi...........
34. Tau makanan kesukannya ngga? engga tau T.T
35. Kira-kira dia lagi ngapain ya sekarangg? mikirin gebetannya mungkin
36. Kenapa sih kamu suka sama dia? he's totally different
37. Dia unyu banget kalo lagi ngapain sih? i've met him just once
38. Lagu yang kamu dan dia banget? gatau -_-
39. Terakhir kali ketemu dia kapan? dimana? udah lama. di.............
40. Pengen banget pergi kemana sih sama dia? rahasia
Tentang lain-lain :
41. Pengen banget bisa ngelakuin apa? sing well
42. Pengen banget pergi ke negara apa? KOREAAAAAAAAAAA!
43. Sesuatu yang pengen banget kamu punya/beli? buku belajar bahasa korea :\
44. Pekerjaan impian kamu? doctor! amin o:)
45. Artis favorit kamu? JUSTIN BIEBER!
46. Kalo skrg kamu bisa ketemu sama siapa aja, pengen ketemu siapa? bknz, justin bieber, wooyoung, 2PM!
47. Orang pertama yang kamu follow di twitter? i cant remember
48. Benda kesayangan kamu yang ilang? ga inget juga
49. Sesuatu yang kamu jago banget ngelakuinnya? to be a doctor
50. -- bonus question -- isi sendiri -- malessss
i wish i was more outgoing.
im the most socially awkward person i know.
i have depression.
i pretend to be happy all the time.
dont lie too me or i'll cut your balls off.
dont try to “protect” my feelings just tell me what you really feel.
im scared that i'm going to fail.
i wish i could always tell people what i really feel.
i wish people would really get to know me.
if the people i talk to internet saw just walking down the street, they probably wouldnt even look twice, even though they call me stupid pet names on the internet.
i hate the way i look.
i stress about everything.
nothing comes easily to me.
i wish i was more confident.
im scared im going to be alone the rest of my life.
i cant ever be perfect, i have problems. im not pretty and im too skinny, im not amazingly clever, i like different things, i dont do what a lot of other people do, my hair doesnt always look great, i dress how i like, i dont have loads and loads of friends as im not well liked, im sorry i cant be perfect.
i dont ever know what i want. i want you but i dont. i get angry at silly things and hurt by stupid words, bad things stay in my mind and never go away. i have an on going battle. i dont feel normal or liked, i feel like an alien when people stare at me. i find it hard to trust and find it hard to love. im sorry i cant be perfect.
i cant always be they happy girl i pretend to be. i cant always pretend that im so strong. i cant always help you out as i cant ever hardly help my self out. i cant talk sometimes as i just wanna be alone. everything i do seems to always go wrong. and every one i love seems to be gone.
10. Been depressed: It’s kind of on and off. I’m okay right now though.
11. Been drunk and threw up: ew, NO.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12: purple
13: green.
14: blue.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
15. Made a new friend: yes! loads :)
16. Fallen out of love: More like “fallen our of a crush”, but whatever
17. Laughed until you cried: HAHA. yeah
18. Met someone who changed you: I guess..
19. Found out who your true friends were: Sort of, still unsure about a few of them though
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes. surprisingly enough. and i thought i was invisible as well :/
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: HAHAHA, no.. wait, actually, yes. kiss on the cheek, but that’s just a greeting in France, isnt it?
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: on twitter, about 20 or 25. seriously. on blogger, no ones.
23. How many kids do you want: i dont know yet… not sure if i even want kids to be honest
24. do you have any pets: nope.
25. Do you want to change your name: sometimes. but i quite like my name, but its a bit common.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: like, nothing.
27. What time did you wake up today: 5:00 am in holiday wohoooo ;D
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: tweeting.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: JUSTIN BIEBER and 2PM ;)
30. Last time you saw your Mother: a minute or two ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my confidence. whenever I try to be more loud, people think something is wrong with me because I’m always so quiet. It’s irritating.
32. What are you listening to right now: Justin Bieber ft. Chris Brown - Next 2 You.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: never.
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now: a certain “friend” who has been telling all of my close friends that i’m a bitch. silly bitch.
35. Most visited webpage: Twitter
36. Whats your real name: Lia Yulianti
37. Nicknames: ‘Lia’
38. Relationship Status: single. are you really surprised? ;D
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer
40. Male or female: Female.
41. Infant School: Az-Zahra, Sukabumi, Indonesia.
42. Primary School: SDN Dewi Sartika, Sukabumi, Indonesia.
43. High School: SMAN 1 Kota Sukabumi, Indonesia.
44. Hair color: black.
45. Long or short: short.
46. Height: god only knows. but i think im about average
47. Do you have a crush on someone: I have a crush on quite a few people. HAH, confusion.
48. What do you like about yourself: i cant honestly say..
49. Piercings: none
50. Tattoos: i might get a small one when im older ;)
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: none
54. First best friend: Fitri Assidikki
55. First sport you joined: swimming
56. First vacation: HAHA, I don’t remember.
58. First pair of trainers: I don’t know. some gross pair probably. I mainly wear converses now.. ‘cause I’m so hipster and shizz. >.>”
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nothing.
60. Drinking: nothing.
61. I’m about to: nothing to do.
62. Listening to: Black Eyed Peas - Just Cant Get Enough.
63. Waiting for: my friend to come online so i can speak to her xD
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: maybe.
65. Get married: definitely, but not too young
66. Career: doctor, actress, singer :D
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes :)
68. Hugs or kisses: physical contact scares me. But maybe a kiss, just because it intrigues me.
69. Shorter or taller: taller. short boys are cute though and i usually prefer them in yaoi. (don’t ask LOL)
70. Older or Younger: doesnt matter. as long as they’re not too old or too young.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH!
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: can i have both please?
73. Sensitive or loud: depends.
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: never
77. Drank hard liquor: never
78. Lost glasses/contacts: never
79. Sex on first date: ALL THE TIME LOL LOL LOL LOL . im kidding btw. im 15. and a social reject. DO THE MATH XD
80. Broken someone’s heart: hopefully not.
82. Been arrested: no.
83. Turned someone down: yes :/ i feel bad about it though
84. Cried when someone died: yeah :(
85. Fallen for a friend: hmm, i dont know.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: not particularly. but im working on it.
87. Miracles: YEAAAH!!
88. Love at first sight: yes.
89. Heaven: I like to believe, YES.
90. Santa Claus: i am a muslim ;)
91. Kiss on the first date: yeah. maybe.
92. Angels: maybe? anything is possible. and angels are pretty awesome.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: HAHAHAHA, no.
95. Did you sing today: yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody: nooo
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: I’d probably go back to first year of high school, and be cool instead of a friendless bitchy little dork. (MAN, I hated frist year me.)
98. The moment you would choose to relive: birth. HAHAHA, im kidding. its kind of sad. i cant think of one.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: no. bring it on ;D
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: so scared. im urinating with fear. (IM BEING SARCASTIC, PLEASE NEVER BELIEVE A WORD I SAY)
long time no see :D
sorry if i cant posting for a loooooooong time ._.
so, i want to tell you if im in love with someone who i think he is perfect to me.
mungkin dia nggak akan pernah sadar :')
awalnya gue juga biasa aja tapi lama kelamaan, semuanya jelas.
i do love you.
and its come from my heart.
2 days ago, you can make me forgot of my problems. you can make me to stop crying. i cant hide my smile because of you.
you came like youre angel from above.
but now, you act like you dont know me.
is it a joke to you or maybe im a fool to believe in you if you could make me happy everytime?
yeah im a stupid girl.
gue inget apa kata temen gue, jangan banyak berharap.
dan sekarang gue ngerti. semuanya bakal hilang gitu aja.
i think youre the one for me, but i was wrong.
i want to forget everything bout you.
stop monitoring you.
just you know it hurts :")
hello im back ;D sekarang gue mau cerita. Sebenernya banyaaaaak banget yang mau gue ceritain, tapi gue rasa itu nggak baik buat di share disini. Jadi gue cuma mau cerita yg udah pengen banget gue ceritain. Di post sebelumnya, gue udah bilang kan kalau I dont like crowd! Kalaupun gue emang lagi dikeadaan itu, gue harap banget temen yg gue anggep nyaman sama gue itu ada disamping gue. Seenggaknya gue nggak ngerasa kayak orang bego banget. I feel like an alien when people stares at me. Apalagi kalo gue lagi sendiri in the middle crowd rasanya kalau ada lubang mending gue masuk ajadeh. Sumpah gue nggak suka. Mungkin kalau orang yang udah kenal sama gue dan ngertiin gue, mereka pasti tau hal ini kecuali emang mereka yang gamau peduli sama gue sedikitpun. I just need somebody who cares about me. Daaaaan satu hal lagi yang mau gue ceritain. Kalian selalu anggep gue itu anak kecil. Aw cmon im not a little girl anymore. Fisik gue emang kecil. Umur gue juga emang lebih muda dari kalian. But cmon! Kita cuma beda 1 tahun doang! Umur juga nggak ngejamin kedewasaan lo kok. Jangan ngerasa kalau lo itu ngerasa lebih dewasa dari gue kalau nyatanya lo itu lebih manja dari anak kecil! Gue emang gaksuka sama kedua hal itu. Tapi gue selalu boong. Faking smile. Lagi dan lagi. Kapan gue bisa bilang ke lo tentang apa yg lagi gue rasain kalau lo terus anggep gue anak kecil yang nggak bisa berpendapat. Mungkin bahasa gue campur ga jelas ya? -_- At least, gue udah ngeluarin unek2 gue. Bodo amat di post ini bahasa gue kaco. English nya ancur parah. Lo tau nggak rasanya gue udah ngeluarin perasaan itu disini? Legaaaa banget. Meskipun gue tau mungkin nggak akan ada yang baca post ini. Seenggaknya gue udah legaaaaaaa :')
oke liburan itu menyenangkan karena gue terbebas dari urusan sekolah. mau itu ulangan, pr, atau belajar sehari-hari. tapi liburan kayak gini gue bosen juga. rutinitas gue kalau liburan : bangun tidur, nonton, makan, tidur, makan, dan seterusnya. you know? so boring. gue mau dong liburan kemana kek gitu. bosen gue dirumah aja mulu. bokap gue ngajakin gue taun baruan dirumahnya. terus nyokap gue? -_- emang susah kan kalau keadaannya kayak gini. gue maunya kayak keluarga kebanyakan orang. liburan itu keluarga lengkap. gue? HAHA nggak mungkin. huhu. nyanyi down to earth deh gue. you tell me this is for the best, so tell me why am i in tears? cocok kan. gue juga males sih ngedengerin orang-orang tentang hidup gue. hey, its my life! i arent need your opinion. i dont give a fuck what you think. this is my life. fuck the world. wooo gue jadi marah-marah haha. okay i know, this is my destiny. gue nggak perlu ngeluh atau apapun. mungkin sekarang gue hanya bisa ngeluh karena gue belum ngerti sama arti kehidupan. mungkin suatu saat nanti gue ngerti. dan gue nggak terus-terusan ngeluh sama semuanya. 'but, i cant be blamed!' okay, whatever they said.
haha udah ah gue jadi kacoooooo haha kbyeeeeeeeeeee ;)
sorry ya post gue kali ini sangat-sangat geje. nggak jelas.
gue belom share ini ke blog gue. nanti tanggal 23 april 2011, JUSTIN BIEBER COME TO INDONESIA!! WOOHOOOOOOOOO!!! gue sebenernya udah tau ini dari sekitar 1 bulan yg lalu. dan saat itu juga gue langsung rayu nyokap gue biar gue boleh nonton konser itu. kalau buat tiketnya gue bisa nabung kok nggak akan nyusahin nyokap. dan informasi yg gue dapet waktu itu harga tiketnya : 2.000.000 (duduk + bisa foto bareng justin di backstage) 1.200.000 (duduk) 800.000 (berdiri) dan saat itu juga gue langsung bertekad untuk menabung sungguh-sungguh. dan gue udah nggak sabar banget pengen liat justin bieber secara langsung :DD tapi harapan gue langsung ciut seketika. setelah gue rayu nyokap gue, itu percuma. nyokap gue nggak ngebolehin sama sekali alhasil dia malah marah-marahin gue. saat itu juga gue nangis dikamar sejadi-jadinya. sampe mata gue merah banget. dan gue sangat sangat sangat sangat kecewa. gue langsung down mikir nggak akan ngeliat justin bieber secara langsung. nonton konser justin bieber secara langsung, nyanyi lagu dia bareng-bareng, ngayunin tangan bareng-bareng, teriak bareng-bareng, sibuk foto-fotoin justin bieber, dan masih banyak. gue udah mimpiin semua itu, tapi semuanya percuma :( beliebers itu udah kayak keluarga , dan gue mau banget ketemu sama mereka bareng-bareng liat justin bieber :') abis itu gue sempet mikir buat nekat nonton kesana tanpa restu nyokap gue tapi gue mikir juga itu nggak mungkin -_- tapi sebulan kemudian menjelang hari ibu, tepatnya tanggal 21 desember 2010 diwaktu malam, gue keceplosan ngomongin konser jb itu ke adek gue. dan nyokap gue ngedenger. yaudah deh gue jadi ngerayu nyokap gue lagi. eh dan taunya dia bilang 'emang nonton sama siapa?' 'sama tementemen kok banyakan tenang aja :D' nyokap gue diem. 'boleh nggak? ya ya ya ya? boleh ya?' tetep diem. 'bilang iya dulu doooooong bu' 'insyaallah' huaaaaaaah dengan jawaban itu aja gue udah seneng banget. thanks mom :) but now, i get a new problem. duit gue belom kekumpul buat nabung buat nonton konser itu :((((((( secara baru dibolehin sekarang dan sekarang adalah liburan yang otomatis gue nggak dikasih uang jajan dan artinya pula gua nggak bisa nabung apapun, yg ada gue ngabisin duit -________- liburan 2 minggu, masuk january. TIKETNYA PUN DIJUAL JANUARY!! so, what i have to do? -___________________- gue dapet duit darimana buat beli tiket itu :( dan gue cari informasi lagi ternyata harga tiketnya bukan yg udh gue tulis diatas itu. tapi harganya diatas 800.000 rupiah. sekitar 1.000.000 -__________- masalah besar. gimana caranya gue dapet duit sebanyak itu? DALAM WAKTU 2 MINGGU? DAN PADA MASA LIBURAN! oh God, help me. i dont know what i have to do :( can someone tell what should i do? thanks before :)
note : FINALLY I GOT A NEW PHONE! YAYYYYYYYYYY!!! :D
lo pasti pernah punya temen kan? teman, mereka ada yang baik sama kita dan ada juga yang sebaliknya. sejak gue sd, gue udah mulai tau apa yang namanya pertemanan. in elementary school, gue punya temen dulu kemana-mana gue selalu sama dia. pulang sekolah pun hampir tiap hari gue main kerumahnya dulu. pokoknya waktu itu kita nggak bisa dipisahkan deh. tapi semenjak kita udah smp, gue sama dia beda kelas dan gue jadi beda angkatan sama dia, karena gue ikut program percepatan pelajar. semenjak smp, dia emang udah punya temen baru, tapi gue? enggak. dan gue udah mulai dilupain sama dia. pernah waktu gue masih di smp, gue punya temen sekelas dan kita ngesok bikin geng gitu. dan mereka dengan semangat nge-iya-in usulan gue itu. oke, awalnya mereka emang care sama gue. tapi, lama-kelamaan mereka nggak pernah anggep gue ada. mereka selalu aja barengan dan gue dilupain. itu waktu gue kelas 1 smp. dan gue jelas dong kesel banget. eh taunya mereka bilang ke gue, kita semua bubar aja. deg! gue anggep mereka temen gue, tapi mereka nggak anggep gue sama kayak gue anggep mereka. dan di smp selama 2 tahun, gue dijauhin sama temen-temen sekelas gue. gue nggak ngerti kenapa. asalnya gue sama mereka cuma bercanda ejek-ejekan, tapi lama-kelamaan mereka sering ngehina gue, ngelemparin gue sampah, dan sebagainya yang salalu buat gue nggak tahan sama semuanya. dan selama 2 tahun itu , gue udah mulai nggak percaya sama pertemanan. buat gue semuanya nggak mungkin aja. gue selalu dikhianatin. lo tau nggak sih rasanya jadi gue? waktu itu gue bener-bener udah muak! in high school, gue punya temen-temen baru. dikelas gue, awalnya gue selalu sendiri. tapi gue suka ikut nimbrung aja sama yang duduk dibelakang gue, namanya Andina sama Fitri. lama-lama gue sama mereka sering ngobrol aja gitu. dan ada satu lagi, Amanda. dia kelas sebelah dan temennya Andina tapi gue juga jadi deket sama dia. hampir setiap hari kita pulang bareng, hang out bareng, belajar bareng, saling curhat satu sama lain. dan lo tau nggak sih rasanya jadi gue? SENENG BANGET. baru sekali ini gue ngerasa punya teman yang menurut gue benar-benar teman. mereka yang bener-bener care sama gue. tapi nyebelin juga pernah lah :D sampai waktu kita udah kelas 2, kita beda kelas dan jauhan -.- fitri kelas ipa2, andina sama manda sekelas mereka kelas ipa3, dan gue kelas ipa5. gue paling jauh dong -.- selama kita kelas 2, ada yang berubah dari salah satu temen gue itu. jadi kita kemana-mana sekarang cuma bertiga. gue juga nggak ngerti kenapa dia sekarang kayak gitu. gue maunya kita sama-sama lagi kayak waktu kita masih kelas 1. gue bener-bener udah anggap kalian semua temen yang bener-bener care sama gue. dan gue harap lo berubah jadi lo yang dulu, waktu kita masih ketawa bareng-bareng, segala sesuatunya berang-bareng. masa lo ngelupain semuanya gitu aja? and for the first time, yeah, i do love them. dan gue nyebut semua ini.................................sahabat :') gue nggak mau semua ini berakhir. i wanna be their bestfriend forever. TOGETHER FOREVER :)
dan oh ya, temen sd gue yg dulu itu sekarang dia udah mulai contact lagi kok sama gue.
tadi disekolah gue diramal gitu deh sama temen gue. dia itu bilang katanya gue nggak begitu peduli sama yang namanya pacaran. haha thats cool! he's right! kata dia itu gara-gara gue emang masih childish -_- gue emang pernah pacaran, tapi selama gue pacaran gue nggak pernah serius. dan menurut gue, my ex gue itu keliatannya pada serius sama gue. padahal gue sama sekali nggak pernah serius. im sooooo sorry guys :( dan menurut temen gue yang ngeramal itu, masih ada mantan gue yang masih sayang sama gue. who knows? tapi itu kan menurut temen gue. belom tentu semua itu bener kan. terus masalah keluarga dia nyoba tebak gitu, katanya dia sih keluarga gue ada masalah gitu. gue tanya apa eh dia bilang tentang bonyok gue haha i dont want to discuss it. yang ada palingan juga gue sama adik gue selalu berantem sama kakak gue. eh lo tau nggak sih? banyak yang bilang kalau gue itu aneh. soalnya gue nggak pernah akur sama kakak gue. berantem mulu. ya abis, dianya juga resek banget. you know? SO SUCKS!! yang gue mau itu punya kakak cowok yang baik dan care sama gue. kayak temen-temen gue. gue suka ngiri denger cerita mereka kalau lagi sama kakak cowoknya. gue sih malah lebih suka kalau kakak gue nggak ada di rumah. dan temen-temen gue bilang gue juga aneh gara-gara itu. kalau mereka sih emang kadang suka berantem sama kakaknya, tapi nggak kayak gue banget. mereka pasti bawaannya kangen sama kakak mereka kalau kakaknya lagi pergi. lah gue? boro-boro. malahan nih ya, semenjak dia pergi kuliah dan pergi ke kota yang jauh dari rumah, rumah terasa sangat nyaman haha gue beneran deh seneng banget kalau dia nggak ada. mentok-mentok juga kalau inget sama dia kalau tv dirumah lagi rusak soalnya kagak ada yang benerin haha dan gue paling nggak suka kalau ada yang bilang gue mirip sama dia, weks. eh, gue kurang ajar nggak sih? normal aja kan? haha oke deh guys. seeyoulater :)
lo punya cita-cita kan? dan lo pasti udah bener-bener tau bakat lo ada dimana. tapi gue? gue nggak tau mau jadi apa. gue nggak tau bakat gue apa. tapi keluarga gue bilang dan mau banget gue jadi dokter. and its okay, i want to be a doctor. but you know? pelajaran yang harus dikuasai itu biologi dan kimia. kalau biologi mungkin gue bisa, tapi kimia? gue nyerah -_- tapi gue bener-bener mau bahagiain nyokap gue. karena gue rasa selama ini gue nggak pernah bisa bahagiain nyokap gue. dan nyokap gue itu maunya gue masuk kedokteran kuliah nanti. dan gue harus belajar buat ngedapetin semua itu. dan masalahnya adalah gue males belajar. jadi apa jalan keluarnya? rajin belajar. tapi gue tetep males. jadi gimana dong? give me a solution please :D
menurut lo, seberapa penting arti pacaran? penting nggak sih? oke, gue nggak munafik. kadang-kadang gue juga mikir 'i need somebody to love' tapi gue cuma nunggu,nunggu, dan nunggu. dan hasilnya nihil. yang gue dapet apa? sakit hati. tapi pernah deh ya, temen gue ngobrol sama temen gue. 'ih apa enaknya pacaran sama orang alim. nggak rame' di kalimat itu gue ada tanda tanya besar. emang kalau kita pacaran kita itu harus ngapain? oh please deh. dan gue juga pernah denger temen gue ngobrol 'eh lo sama mantan lo udah 2 taun? gila, ga bosen apa?' oh please dong. kalo lo ngomong kayak gitu, terus nanti lo sama istri/suami lo kan bakal selamanya. gimana selamanya kalau 2 taun aja lo udah bilang bosen.
oke, semua orang itu emang beda kepribadian. but im so fed up with every guy who always underestimate the love of a girl. ohh cmon do you love your mom, right? yeah! do it like you respect your mama.
ok back to the topic. seberapa pentingnya pacaran buat lo? buat gue sih nggak penting-penting amat. but i just wanna feel love and be loved. and you! what do you think bout love?
haha okay guys :D
ITS MY 16TH BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!
im 16 today everyone :) i've had a terrible past few days. but im going to just smile and happy on my birthday.
praying for him would celebrate it or at least just say "happy birthday" for me.
........and you know what?
GUE GULING-GULING KEGIRANGAN GARA-GARA HAL INI!!!!
THIS BIRTHDAY GREETING TOTALLY MADE MY BIRTHDAY LIKE TEN TIMES BETTER! NO LIE. I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE BKN!!!!
ok, i want to tell you about today!!
jadi dari tanggal 11 juli 2011 jam 11PM itu gue udah ngerasa ngantuk banjets. tapi gue nungguin sampe detik terakhir gue berumur 15 tahun :D #okelebay
dan setelah berlama-lama gue menghitung waktu akhirnya waktu sudah menunjukan pukul 11:55PM waktu itu. jadi gue terus dan terus menghitung waktu.
11:59PM......... gue itung 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1. DINGDONG!!! 00:00AM. GUE 16 TAHUN SEKARAAAAANG!!!
saat itu juga gue mendengar nada notification tanda sms masuk. tapi gue bodo amat karena gue waktu itu lagi update status twitter. yg langsung banyak banget mention masuk buat ngucapin aaaaaaa senangnya. ternyata banyak yg care sama gue meskipun kita itu ga kenal :D I LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH!!!!
oh iya, setelah gue reply mentions nya gue buka smsnya yg ternyata itu......from my ex.
dan setelah gue liat jamnya, sms dari dia itu tepat 00:00AM. wow. unexpected.
isi smsnya, "selamat ulang tahun :)"
dan gue confused mau jawab apaan. jadi gue cuman jawab "makasih :)" yg conversation tersebut langsung END saat itu juga.
oke, gue respect banget kata selamat dari dia :)
gue bete dan tidak merasa mengantuk lagi, jadi gue twitteran *sepertibiasanya*
gue reply reply mention yg lumayan rame pada saat itu. lama-lama mention sepi.
dan gue bingung mau ngapain sedangkan mata tidak mengantuk sama sekali.
waktu saat itu sudah menunjukkan 1:27AM.
lihatlah ini yg saya lakukan pada saat itu.......
bagi anda yg bertanya-tanya siapakah "@0430yes" itu..... dia adalah JANG WOOYOUNG!
ya! member dari boyband korea 2PM! ini pict nya
jadi gue itu emang kurang kerjaan kayak curhat sendiri tapi pake mention ke dia.
awalnya sih gue bilangnya pengen seseorang ngucapin happy birthday ke gue, yaitu bkn yg udh gue kasih fotonya diatas. awalnya sih kayak gitu tapi lama-lama gue makin ngaco dan gajelas. gue juga lumayan setres gara-gara tau 2PM mau ke indonesia AND IM PRETTY SURE MY MOM CANT LET ME GOING TO THE CONCERT!!
jadi gue cuma merenungi nasib dengan mention si bang wooyoung seperti bicara pada diri sendiri huhu
oke jam 2:13AM gue udah mulai merasa ngantuk dan tertidurlah gue.
jam 6:47AM kamar gue berisik. bising sekali.
dengan teriakan "SAUUUUR SAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUR BANGUUUUUUUUN"
gue buka selimut yang menutupi saat gue tertidur. dan TARAAAAAAAAA
mereka teriak lagi sambil membawa kue tart yang ditancapkan lilin "16" diatasnya yg sudah di-apikan yang diteriakan mereka "HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY LIAAAAA HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIAAAAAAA" "SAENGIL CHUKAEHAMNIDAAAAAA"
gue yang masih belekan dan ileran bengong.
"TIUUUP LILINNYA AYOOOOO" "FOTO FOTO! MASIH BELEKAN TU ANAK! PAKE BLITZ AYOO"
lah gue bengong. gue yang SANGAT MASIH KUCEL dan masih berselimut langsung make a wish aja nih
dan langsung meniup lilinnya
dan gue buka kado dari mereka yg gue foto bersama kue nya
oh iya, "mereka" disini belom gue kasih tau.
they're MY BESTFRIEND!
MY BEST FRIENDS EVER!!!
daaaan setelah acara membuka kado, gue langsung disuruh mandi sama mereka buat............lari pagi-__-
beres gue mandi, kita berempat langsung cus ke secapa buat lari pagi.
dan kita selesai entah jam berapa. kalau gue lagi sama mereka, gue ga inget waktu mulu. cz im having too much fun with them :)
oh iya, waktu dijalan kita mau cari makanan, dina sama manda parnoan mulu -_-
tau parno sama apaan? sama anjing. mereka trauma waktu mereka ke bali. disana manda dicakar anjing sampe kakinya luka lumayan parah.
gue sama fitri cuma geleng-geleng aja ngeliat ke-parno-an mereka.
oh iya dan gue nyampe rumah lagi jam 1:00PM
pada saat itu gue berniat untuk membetulkan hapenya manda yg rusak.
saat gue mempersiapkan barang-barangnya. ada bbm masuk. gue kirain cuma broadcast hoax gajelas jadi gue diemin dulu.
dan waktu gue buka.............
THATS HIM!!! HE SAID IT! HE SAID IT!!! waktu itu jam 1:21PM
orang yg gue tunggu-tunggu ucapannya buat ngucapin akhirnya ngucapin juga. dan lo tau perasaan gue waktu itu? speechless. dan tentu, setelahnya gue guling-guling kegirangan.
fotonya ada diatas :)
dan gue akan mengabadikannya. 1:21PM 12 july 2011, its made my day :)
dari tengah malem, gue udah hopeless dia gaakan ngucapin itu. gue udah lemes aja mikirin dia gaakan ngucapin. tapi ternyata........aaaaah its really really made my day. thanks!!!
oh iya, gue bilang ke nyokap kalo gue ga perlu kado atau apaun dari nyokap. gue cuman minta persetujuan gue dibolehin nonton konser 2PM, itu aja.
kalau buat beli tiket, gue bakal nabung sendiri.
jadi gue bilang ke nyokap "ayolah bu, lagian kan belom tentu juga aku bisa nabung buat nonton konser ini. jadi bolehin aja yaaa bu please buuuu. kan ga minta kado nih bu"
respond nyokap gue? ngangguk.
DAN DENGAN HANYA SATU ANGGUKAN ITU PULA GUE SANGAAAAAAAAAT SENANG SEKALI!!!
jadi gue harus bener-bener nabung!! fighting!! tapi gue ga begitu yakin :(
konser artis korea itu pasti mahal-__-
dan cerita ini berakhir disini saja.
di ke-hopeless-an gue yg kayaknya gamungkin bisa nonton konser 2PM.
lo tau rasanya waktu gue gabisa nonton konser justin bieber? nyesek se nyesek nyeseknya. rasanya gue pengen banget meleleh waktu itu.
tapi waktu itu... dia datang. saat gue lagi sedih, dia datang.
dia nanya... "sedih?"
OMB!! gatau kenapa setelah kelanjutan dari conversation "sedih?" itu gue ga begitu ngerasa nyesek lagi karena gue gabisa nonton konser justin bieber.
dan lo tau? dia selalu ada waktu gue lagi sedih, kesel. gue tau, dia kayak gini ke semua orang kok. gue yg dari awal salah pengertian.....sampe sekarang :')
ok, waktu konser justin bieber, gue lupa rasa sedih gue karena ada dia. dia itu beda dari cowok yg lainnya. dia itu beda. totally different.
kalau sekarang? konser 2PM? gue ga yakin. dan gue gamau ngarep lebih apapun mulai dari sekarang :)
eh tunggu. kenapa di akhir gue malah curcol? haha
kalo dia buka blog gue dan baca post-an ini. gimana ya? dia bakal nyadar gak ya?
gue frontal. but its okay :)
kalau dia tau perasaan gue, at least gue lega :)
itupun kalau dia baca post yg ini. hhhhh tapi buat apa dia buka blog gue -_-
gue kan bukan apa-apa buat dia dan more closer to stranger.
ga mungkinlah udah gamungkin.
oh iya, hari ini gue banyaaaaaaak banget dapet selamat dari orang-orang. touched :')
gue seneng banget banyak orang yg care :)
thank you all so much for all the birthday wishes, you have no idea how much i love and appreciate all of you. here's another GOOD YEAR :)
THANKS GUYS FOR TRYIN MAKE MY BIRTHDAY AS AMAZING AS POSSIBLE!!
thanks again to all the beautiful friends who sent beautiful birthday wishes on this beautiful day. i love the word "beautiful"
today is my birthday. today, i was born.
well, not literally today. what i mean is, today is my birthday, way back a while ago – many moons ago – I was born.
as i write, my body is now finishing its 16th year of life.
breathing, walking, beating, thinking, moving, eating, drinking, trusting, fearing, loving, parenting, laughing, singing, wondering, seeing, hearing, touching, talking life.
…when i awake, I am still with you.
today is my birthday, and i am with You. nothing will ever, ever change that. as i remember my birth today, i will remember that i am awake, alive, in Your hands.
Your Story is my story, our story, and to live it large is my greatest dream. today is my birthday. Thank you for bringing me to life.
i will never be successful in life, yes it comes off hard work, but sometimes i think what if the hard work doesnt pay off? What if i wasted my time?
i stress out too much, on little things sometimes.. actually most of the time. i want to clear my head and just be happy, but its hard to stay positive when everything i see makes me sad in some way.
i’ll never be good enough to make my parents proud. i know they push me to be the best i can be, but sometimes they make me feel like they arent proud of the person i already am.
i’ll never find the perfect someone for me. i know im difficult, stubborn and picky. i dont like jumping into relationships if i dont think it will work out. sometimes i think thats why im still single, cause i don’t give anyone a chance. but its hard to when your heart doesnt see a happy ending.
12 july it just date.
but its different for me.
12 july, IM TURNING 16 BITHCESSS :D
i know, its called grow up.
but sometimes i just dont want to grow up, it would be simple i think -_-
its okay lah itu cuman pikiran gapenting.
live your life :)
we're never getting out of this place.
gimanapun juga gue harus mengembangkan diri gue menjadi lebih baik dari sekarang dan kedepannya.
bentar lagi umur gue jadi 16 :D
semoga gue bisa jadi lebih dewasa for face the fact and destiny.
semoga gue enggak makin lebay gajelas.
semoga gue lebih mikirin yang namanya PELAJARAN.
semoga gue bisa jadi lebih baik dari sekarang.
semoga gue bisa bikin orang tua gue bangga sama gue.
semoga gue bisa nonton konser justin bieber.
semoga gue bisa nonton konser 2PM.
semoga gue bisa lancar bahasa inggris.
semoga gue bisa lancar bahasa korea.
semoga suara gue bisa keren kayak Miley Cyrus atau IU.
semoga gue bisa jago nge-dance kayak wooyoung.
semoga gue bisa jalan-jalan keliling dunia.
semoga gue jadi pinter.
semoga gue bisa ketemu dia lagi.
dan semoga..... dia bales perasaan itu.
at the end, i just wanna say AMEN all of my wishes :D
(meskipun gue tau dari tengah sampe akhir itu ngaco dan ga mungkin terkabul huhu)
I hate the feeling of falling in love with someone, when you know there’s never in a million years that they’d be interested in you. It hurts like hell, and you think to yourself why you’re wasting your time chasing someone who probably doesn’t even think of you for a second. And even if you did maybe, luckily, slightly, have at least a chance with this person, you fuck things up with them anyway because you’re trying too hard to avoid anything that will ruin that chance.
1. Siapa yang ada di background handphone kamu? 2PM's Wooyoung
2. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu sms? Dara
3. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu bbm? Andina Arifin
4. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu telpon? my mom
5. Siapa orang yang sekarang ada di sebelah kamuuu hiii... malaikat O;)
6. Siapa temen kamu yang baru aja ulang tahun? Isty
7. Siapa sih temen yang setiap hari kamu ajak ngobrol? my bestfriends
8. Kenapa dia? absolutely, they are my best friends ever
9. Kalo kamu punya duit 100rb, kamu mau traktir siapa dan apa? idk -.-
10. Siapa temen kamu yang pernah bikin kamu nangis? i dont remember
Tentang Kamu :
11. Kebiasaan kamu yang patut ditiru orang lain apa sih? nothing
12. Kalo kamu mau ngupil bilang-bilang dulu ngga? nope -.-
13. Biasanya kamu buang upil kemana? menurutlo?
14. Apa sih kebiasaan buruk kamu? banyak banget
15. Bunyi kentut kamu biasanya gimana sih? gasuka dengerin
16. Binatang apa sih yang menggambarkan kamu bangedh? i have no idea
17. Alat musik yang bisa kamu mainin? ga adaaa -_-
18. Biasanya mandi berapa kali sehari? should i tell it?
19. Benda dari seseorang yang sampe sekarang masih kamu simpen? apa? dari siapa? doll, from my ex
20. Benda yang lagi kamu pengenin banget? banyaaak
Tentang Sekolah / Waktu Sekolah :
21. SMP/SMA mana? (pilih salah satu)SMA
22. Nilai paling bagus pelajaran apa? di raport kemaren, olahraga ._.
23. Kalo jajan ke kantin beli apa? ga tentu
24. Berapa uang jajannya waktu itu? ga tentu juga -.-
25. Pernah jadian ngga waktu itu? sama? engga
26. Guru yang paling kamu benci? kenapa? frontal ah kalo disini haha
27. Pelajaran yang paling kamu ngga suka? suka semua pelajaran dong ya :p
28. Siapa temen kamu yang paling aneh di kelas? kenapa? no ones <3
29. Gebetan kamu waktu itu? bknz, sampai sekarang.
30. Yang paling kamu kangenin dari sekolah? my friends
Tentang Si Dia :
31. Gebetan / Pacar? gebetan
32. Siapa tuh namanya berani sebut ngga? BKNZ
33. Kenal dimana? waktu lsgi...........
34. Tau makanan kesukannya ngga? engga tau T.T
35. Kira-kira dia lagi ngapain ya sekarangg? mikirin gebetannya mungkin
36. Kenapa sih kamu suka sama dia? he's totally different
37. Dia unyu banget kalo lagi ngapain sih? i've met him just once
38. Lagu yang kamu dan dia banget? gatau -_-
39. Terakhir kali ketemu dia kapan? dimana? udah lama. di.............
40. Pengen banget pergi kemana sih sama dia? rahasia
Tentang lain-lain :
41. Pengen banget bisa ngelakuin apa? sing well
42. Pengen banget pergi ke negara apa? KOREAAAAAAAAAAA!
43. Sesuatu yang pengen banget kamu punya/beli? buku belajar bahasa korea :\
44. Pekerjaan impian kamu? doctor! amin o:)
45. Artis favorit kamu? JUSTIN BIEBER!
46. Kalo skrg kamu bisa ketemu sama siapa aja, pengen ketemu siapa? bknz, justin bieber, wooyoung, 2PM!
47. Orang pertama yang kamu follow di twitter? i cant remember
48. Benda kesayangan kamu yang ilang? ga inget juga
49. Sesuatu yang kamu jago banget ngelakuinnya? to be a doctor
50. -- bonus question -- isi sendiri -- malessss
i wish i was more outgoing.
im the most socially awkward person i know.
i have depression.
i pretend to be happy all the time.
dont lie too me or i'll cut your balls off.
dont try to “protect” my feelings just tell me what you really feel.
im scared that i'm going to fail.
i wish i could always tell people what i really feel.
i wish people would really get to know me.
if the people i talk to internet saw just walking down the street, they probably wouldnt even look twice, even though they call me stupid pet names on the internet.
i hate the way i look.
i stress about everything.
nothing comes easily to me.
i wish i was more confident.
im scared im going to be alone the rest of my life.
i cant ever be perfect, i have problems. im not pretty and im too skinny, im not amazingly clever, i like different things, i dont do what a lot of other people do, my hair doesnt always look great, i dress how i like, i dont have loads and loads of friends as im not well liked, im sorry i cant be perfect.
i dont ever know what i want. i want you but i dont. i get angry at silly things and hurt by stupid words, bad things stay in my mind and never go away. i have an on going battle. i dont feel normal or liked, i feel like an alien when people stare at me. i find it hard to trust and find it hard to love. im sorry i cant be perfect.
i cant always be they happy girl i pretend to be. i cant always pretend that im so strong. i cant always help you out as i cant ever hardly help my self out. i cant talk sometimes as i just wanna be alone. everything i do seems to always go wrong. and every one i love seems to be gone.
10. Been depressed: It’s kind of on and off. I’m okay right now though.
11. Been drunk and threw up: ew, NO.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12: purple
13: green.
14: blue.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
15. Made a new friend: yes! loads :)
16. Fallen out of love: More like “fallen our of a crush”, but whatever
17. Laughed until you cried: HAHA. yeah
18. Met someone who changed you: I guess..
19. Found out who your true friends were: Sort of, still unsure about a few of them though
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes. surprisingly enough. and i thought i was invisible as well :/
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: HAHAHA, no.. wait, actually, yes. kiss on the cheek, but that’s just a greeting in France, isnt it?
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: on twitter, about 20 or 25. seriously. on blogger, no ones.
23. How many kids do you want: i dont know yet… not sure if i even want kids to be honest
24. do you have any pets: nope.
25. Do you want to change your name: sometimes. but i quite like my name, but its a bit common.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: like, nothing.
27. What time did you wake up today: 5:00 am in holiday wohoooo ;D
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: tweeting.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: JUSTIN BIEBER and 2PM ;)
30. Last time you saw your Mother: a minute or two ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my confidence. whenever I try to be more loud, people think something is wrong with me because I’m always so quiet. It’s irritating.
32. What are you listening to right now: Justin Bieber ft. Chris Brown - Next 2 You.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: never.
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now: a certain “friend” who has been telling all of my close friends that i’m a bitch. silly bitch.
35. Most visited webpage: Twitter
36. Whats your real name: Lia Yulianti
37. Nicknames: ‘Lia’
38. Relationship Status: single. are you really surprised? ;D
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer
40. Male or female: Female.
41. Infant School: Az-Zahra, Sukabumi, Indonesia.
42. Primary School: SDN Dewi Sartika, Sukabumi, Indonesia.
43. High School: SMAN 1 Kota Sukabumi, Indonesia.
44. Hair color: black.
45. Long or short: short.
46. Height: god only knows. but i think im about average
47. Do you have a crush on someone: I have a crush on quite a few people. HAH, confusion.
48. What do you like about yourself: i cant honestly say..
49. Piercings: none
50. Tattoos: i might get a small one when im older ;)
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: none
54. First best friend: Fitri Assidikki
55. First sport you joined: swimming
56. First vacation: HAHA, I don’t remember.
58. First pair of trainers: I don’t know. some gross pair probably. I mainly wear converses now.. ‘cause I’m so hipster and shizz. >.>”
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nothing.
60. Drinking: nothing.
61. I’m about to: nothing to do.
62. Listening to: Black Eyed Peas - Just Cant Get Enough.
63. Waiting for: my friend to come online so i can speak to her xD
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: maybe.
65. Get married: definitely, but not too young
66. Career: doctor, actress, singer :D
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes :)
68. Hugs or kisses: physical contact scares me. But maybe a kiss, just because it intrigues me.
69. Shorter or taller: taller. short boys are cute though and i usually prefer them in yaoi. (don’t ask LOL)
70. Older or Younger: doesnt matter. as long as they’re not too old or too young.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH!
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: can i have both please?
73. Sensitive or loud: depends.
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: never
77. Drank hard liquor: never
78. Lost glasses/contacts: never
79. Sex on first date: ALL THE TIME LOL LOL LOL LOL . im kidding btw. im 15. and a social reject. DO THE MATH XD
80. Broken someone’s heart: hopefully not.
82. Been arrested: no.
83. Turned someone down: yes :/ i feel bad about it though
84. Cried when someone died: yeah :(
85. Fallen for a friend: hmm, i dont know.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: not particularly. but im working on it.
87. Miracles: YEAAAH!!
88. Love at first sight: yes.
89. Heaven: I like to believe, YES.
90. Santa Claus: i am a muslim ;)
91. Kiss on the first date: yeah. maybe.
92. Angels: maybe? anything is possible. and angels are pretty awesome.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: HAHAHAHA, no.
95. Did you sing today: yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody: nooo
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: I’d probably go back to first year of high school, and be cool instead of a friendless bitchy little dork. (MAN, I hated frist year me.)
98. The moment you would choose to relive: birth. HAHAHA, im kidding. its kind of sad. i cant think of one.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: no. bring it on ;D
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: so scared. im urinating with fear. (IM BEING SARCASTIC, PLEASE NEVER BELIEVE A WORD I SAY)
long time no see :D
sorry if i cant posting for a loooooooong time ._.
so, i want to tell you if im in love with someone who i think he is perfect to me.
mungkin dia nggak akan pernah sadar :')
awalnya gue juga biasa aja tapi lama kelamaan, semuanya jelas.
i do love you.
and its come from my heart.
2 days ago, you can make me forgot of my problems. you can make me to stop crying. i cant hide my smile because of you.
you came like youre angel from above.
but now, you act like you dont know me.
is it a joke to you or maybe im a fool to believe in you if you could make me happy everytime?
yeah im a stupid girl.
gue inget apa kata temen gue, jangan banyak berharap.
dan sekarang gue ngerti. semuanya bakal hilang gitu aja.
i think youre the one for me, but i was wrong.
i want to forget everything bout you.
stop monitoring you.
just you know it hurts :")
hello im back ;D sekarang gue mau cerita. Sebenernya banyaaaaak banget yang mau gue ceritain, tapi gue rasa itu nggak baik buat di share disini. Jadi gue cuma mau cerita yg udah pengen banget gue ceritain. Di post sebelumnya, gue udah bilang kan kalau I dont like crowd! Kalaupun gue emang lagi dikeadaan itu, gue harap banget temen yg gue anggep nyaman sama gue itu ada disamping gue. Seenggaknya gue nggak ngerasa kayak orang bego banget. I feel like an alien when people stares at me. Apalagi kalo gue lagi sendiri in the middle crowd rasanya kalau ada lubang mending gue masuk ajadeh. Sumpah gue nggak suka. Mungkin kalau orang yang udah kenal sama gue dan ngertiin gue, mereka pasti tau hal ini kecuali emang mereka yang gamau peduli sama gue sedikitpun. I just need somebody who cares about me. Daaaaan satu hal lagi yang mau gue ceritain. Kalian selalu anggep gue itu anak kecil. Aw cmon im not a little girl anymore. Fisik gue emang kecil. Umur gue juga emang lebih muda dari kalian. But cmon! Kita cuma beda 1 tahun doang! Umur juga nggak ngejamin kedewasaan lo kok. Jangan ngerasa kalau lo itu ngerasa lebih dewasa dari gue kalau nyatanya lo itu lebih manja dari anak kecil! Gue emang gaksuka sama kedua hal itu. Tapi gue selalu boong. Faking smile. Lagi dan lagi. Kapan gue bisa bilang ke lo tentang apa yg lagi gue rasain kalau lo terus anggep gue anak kecil yang nggak bisa berpendapat. Mungkin bahasa gue campur ga jelas ya? -_- At least, gue udah ngeluarin unek2 gue. Bodo amat di post ini bahasa gue kaco. English nya ancur parah. Lo tau nggak rasanya gue udah ngeluarin perasaan itu disini? Legaaaa banget. Meskipun gue tau mungkin nggak akan ada yang baca post ini. Seenggaknya gue udah legaaaaaaa :')
oke liburan itu menyenangkan karena gue terbebas dari urusan sekolah. mau itu ulangan, pr, atau belajar sehari-hari. tapi liburan kayak gini gue bosen juga. rutinitas gue kalau liburan : bangun tidur, nonton, makan, tidur, makan, dan seterusnya. you know? so boring. gue mau dong liburan kemana kek gitu. bosen gue dirumah aja mulu. bokap gue ngajakin gue taun baruan dirumahnya. terus nyokap gue? -_- emang susah kan kalau keadaannya kayak gini. gue maunya kayak keluarga kebanyakan orang. liburan itu keluarga lengkap. gue? HAHA nggak mungkin. huhu. nyanyi down to earth deh gue. you tell me this is for the best, so tell me why am i in tears? cocok kan. gue juga males sih ngedengerin orang-orang tentang hidup gue. hey, its my life! i arent need your opinion. i dont give a fuck what you think. this is my life. fuck the world. wooo gue jadi marah-marah haha. okay i know, this is my destiny. gue nggak perlu ngeluh atau apapun. mungkin sekarang gue hanya bisa ngeluh karena gue belum ngerti sama arti kehidupan. mungkin suatu saat nanti gue ngerti. dan gue nggak terus-terusan ngeluh sama semuanya. 'but, i cant be blamed!' okay, whatever they said.
haha udah ah gue jadi kacoooooo haha kbyeeeeeeeeeee ;)
sorry ya post gue kali ini sangat-sangat geje. nggak jelas.
gue belom share ini ke blog gue. nanti tanggal 23 april 2011, JUSTIN BIEBER COME TO INDONESIA!! WOOHOOOOOOOOO!!! gue sebenernya udah tau ini dari sekitar 1 bulan yg lalu. dan saat itu juga gue langsung rayu nyokap gue biar gue boleh nonton konser itu. kalau buat tiketnya gue bisa nabung kok nggak akan nyusahin nyokap. dan informasi yg gue dapet waktu itu harga tiketnya : 2.000.000 (duduk + bisa foto bareng justin di backstage) 1.200.000 (duduk) 800.000 (berdiri) dan saat itu juga gue langsung bertekad untuk menabung sungguh-sungguh. dan gue udah nggak sabar banget pengen liat justin bieber secara langsung :DD tapi harapan gue langsung ciut seketika. setelah gue rayu nyokap gue, itu percuma. nyokap gue nggak ngebolehin sama sekali alhasil dia malah marah-marahin gue. saat itu juga gue nangis dikamar sejadi-jadinya. sampe mata gue merah banget. dan gue sangat sangat sangat sangat kecewa. gue langsung down mikir nggak akan ngeliat justin bieber secara langsung. nonton konser justin bieber secara langsung, nyanyi lagu dia bareng-bareng, ngayunin tangan bareng-bareng, teriak bareng-bareng, sibuk foto-fotoin justin bieber, dan masih banyak. gue udah mimpiin semua itu, tapi semuanya percuma :( beliebers itu udah kayak keluarga , dan gue mau banget ketemu sama mereka bareng-bareng liat justin bieber :') abis itu gue sempet mikir buat nekat nonton kesana tanpa restu nyokap gue tapi gue mikir juga itu nggak mungkin -_- tapi sebulan kemudian menjelang hari ibu, tepatnya tanggal 21 desember 2010 diwaktu malam, gue keceplosan ngomongin konser jb itu ke adek gue. dan nyokap gue ngedenger. yaudah deh gue jadi ngerayu nyokap gue lagi. eh dan taunya dia bilang 'emang nonton sama siapa?' 'sama tementemen kok banyakan tenang aja :D' nyokap gue diem. 'boleh nggak? ya ya ya ya? boleh ya?' tetep diem. 'bilang iya dulu doooooong bu' 'insyaallah' huaaaaaaah dengan jawaban itu aja gue udah seneng banget. thanks mom :) but now, i get a new problem. duit gue belom kekumpul buat nabung buat nonton konser itu :((((((( secara baru dibolehin sekarang dan sekarang adalah liburan yang otomatis gue nggak dikasih uang jajan dan artinya pula gua nggak bisa nabung apapun, yg ada gue ngabisin duit -________- liburan 2 minggu, masuk january. TIKETNYA PUN DIJUAL JANUARY!! so, what i have to do? -___________________- gue dapet duit darimana buat beli tiket itu :( dan gue cari informasi lagi ternyata harga tiketnya bukan yg udh gue tulis diatas itu. tapi harganya diatas 800.000 rupiah. sekitar 1.000.000 -__________- masalah besar. gimana caranya gue dapet duit sebanyak itu? DALAM WAKTU 2 MINGGU? DAN PADA MASA LIBURAN! oh God, help me. i dont know what i have to do :( can someone tell what should i do? thanks before :)
note : FINALLY I GOT A NEW PHONE! YAYYYYYYYYYY!!! :D
lo pasti pernah punya temen kan? teman, mereka ada yang baik sama kita dan ada juga yang sebaliknya. sejak gue sd, gue udah mulai tau apa yang namanya pertemanan. in elementary school, gue punya temen dulu kemana-mana gue selalu sama dia. pulang sekolah pun hampir tiap hari gue main kerumahnya dulu. pokoknya waktu itu kita nggak bisa dipisahkan deh. tapi semenjak kita udah smp, gue sama dia beda kelas dan gue jadi beda angkatan sama dia, karena gue ikut program percepatan pelajar. semenjak smp, dia emang udah punya temen baru, tapi gue? enggak. dan gue udah mulai dilupain sama dia. pernah waktu gue masih di smp, gue punya temen sekelas dan kita ngesok bikin geng gitu. dan mereka dengan semangat nge-iya-in usulan gue itu. oke, awalnya mereka emang care sama gue. tapi, lama-kelamaan mereka nggak pernah anggep gue ada. mereka selalu aja barengan dan gue dilupain. itu waktu gue kelas 1 smp. dan gue jelas dong kesel banget. eh taunya mereka bilang ke gue, kita semua bubar aja. deg! gue anggep mereka temen gue, tapi mereka nggak anggep gue sama kayak gue anggep mereka. dan di smp selama 2 tahun, gue dijauhin sama temen-temen sekelas gue. gue nggak ngerti kenapa. asalnya gue sama mereka cuma bercanda ejek-ejekan, tapi lama-kelamaan mereka sering ngehina gue, ngelemparin gue sampah, dan sebagainya yang salalu buat gue nggak tahan sama semuanya. dan selama 2 tahun itu , gue udah mulai nggak percaya sama pertemanan. buat gue semuanya nggak mungkin aja. gue selalu dikhianatin. lo tau nggak sih rasanya jadi gue? waktu itu gue bener-bener udah muak! in high school, gue punya temen-temen baru. dikelas gue, awalnya gue selalu sendiri. tapi gue suka ikut nimbrung aja sama yang duduk dibelakang gue, namanya Andina sama Fitri. lama-lama gue sama mereka sering ngobrol aja gitu. dan ada satu lagi, Amanda. dia kelas sebelah dan temennya Andina tapi gue juga jadi deket sama dia. hampir setiap hari kita pulang bareng, hang out bareng, belajar bareng, saling curhat satu sama lain. dan lo tau nggak sih rasanya jadi gue? SENENG BANGET. baru sekali ini gue ngerasa punya teman yang menurut gue benar-benar teman. mereka yang bener-bener care sama gue. tapi nyebelin juga pernah lah :D sampai waktu kita udah kelas 2, kita beda kelas dan jauhan -.- fitri kelas ipa2, andina sama manda sekelas mereka kelas ipa3, dan gue kelas ipa5. gue paling jauh dong -.- selama kita kelas 2, ada yang berubah dari salah satu temen gue itu. jadi kita kemana-mana sekarang cuma bertiga. gue juga nggak ngerti kenapa dia sekarang kayak gitu. gue maunya kita sama-sama lagi kayak waktu kita masih kelas 1. gue bener-bener udah anggap kalian semua temen yang bener-bener care sama gue. dan gue harap lo berubah jadi lo yang dulu, waktu kita masih ketawa bareng-bareng, segala sesuatunya berang-bareng. masa lo ngelupain semuanya gitu aja? and for the first time, yeah, i do love them. dan gue nyebut semua ini.................................sahabat :') gue nggak mau semua ini berakhir. i wanna be their bestfriend forever. TOGETHER FOREVER :)
dan oh ya, temen sd gue yg dulu itu sekarang dia udah mulai contact lagi kok sama gue.
tadi disekolah gue diramal gitu deh sama temen gue. dia itu bilang katanya gue nggak begitu peduli sama yang namanya pacaran. haha thats cool! he's right! kata dia itu gara-gara gue emang masih childish -_- gue emang pernah pacaran, tapi selama gue pacaran gue nggak pernah serius. dan menurut gue, my ex gue itu keliatannya pada serius sama gue. padahal gue sama sekali nggak pernah serius. im sooooo sorry guys :( dan menurut temen gue yang ngeramal itu, masih ada mantan gue yang masih sayang sama gue. who knows? tapi itu kan menurut temen gue. belom tentu semua itu bener kan. terus masalah keluarga dia nyoba tebak gitu, katanya dia sih keluarga gue ada masalah gitu. gue tanya apa eh dia bilang tentang bonyok gue haha i dont want to discuss it. yang ada palingan juga gue sama adik gue selalu berantem sama kakak gue. eh lo tau nggak sih? banyak yang bilang kalau gue itu aneh. soalnya gue nggak pernah akur sama kakak gue. berantem mulu. ya abis, dianya juga resek banget. you know? SO SUCKS!! yang gue mau itu punya kakak cowok yang baik dan care sama gue. kayak temen-temen gue. gue suka ngiri denger cerita mereka kalau lagi sama kakak cowoknya. gue sih malah lebih suka kalau kakak gue nggak ada di rumah. dan temen-temen gue bilang gue juga aneh gara-gara itu. kalau mereka sih emang kadang suka berantem sama kakaknya, tapi nggak kayak gue banget. mereka pasti bawaannya kangen sama kakak mereka kalau kakaknya lagi pergi. lah gue? boro-boro. malahan nih ya, semenjak dia pergi kuliah dan pergi ke kota yang jauh dari rumah, rumah terasa sangat nyaman haha gue beneran deh seneng banget kalau dia nggak ada. mentok-mentok juga kalau inget sama dia kalau tv dirumah lagi rusak soalnya kagak ada yang benerin haha dan gue paling nggak suka kalau ada yang bilang gue mirip sama dia, weks. eh, gue kurang ajar nggak sih? normal aja kan? haha oke deh guys. seeyoulater :)
lo punya cita-cita kan? dan lo pasti udah bener-bener tau bakat lo ada dimana. tapi gue? gue nggak tau mau jadi apa. gue nggak tau bakat gue apa. tapi keluarga gue bilang dan mau banget gue jadi dokter. and its okay, i want to be a doctor. but you know? pelajaran yang harus dikuasai itu biologi dan kimia. kalau biologi mungkin gue bisa, tapi kimia? gue nyerah -_- tapi gue bener-bener mau bahagiain nyokap gue. karena gue rasa selama ini gue nggak pernah bisa bahagiain nyokap gue. dan nyokap gue itu maunya gue masuk kedokteran kuliah nanti. dan gue harus belajar buat ngedapetin semua itu. dan masalahnya adalah gue males belajar. jadi apa jalan keluarnya? rajin belajar. tapi gue tetep males. jadi gimana dong? give me a solution please :D
menurut lo, seberapa penting arti pacaran? penting nggak sih? oke, gue nggak munafik. kadang-kadang gue juga mikir 'i need somebody to love' tapi gue cuma nunggu,nunggu, dan nunggu. dan hasilnya nihil. yang gue dapet apa? sakit hati. tapi pernah deh ya, temen gue ngobrol sama temen gue. 'ih apa enaknya pacaran sama orang alim. nggak rame' di kalimat itu gue ada tanda tanya besar. emang kalau kita pacaran kita itu harus ngapain? oh please deh. dan gue juga pernah denger temen gue ngobrol 'eh lo sama mantan lo udah 2 taun? gila, ga bosen apa?' oh please dong. kalo lo ngomong kayak gitu, terus nanti lo sama istri/suami lo kan bakal selamanya. gimana selamanya kalau 2 taun aja lo udah bilang bosen.
oke, semua orang itu emang beda kepribadian. but im so fed up with every guy who always underestimate the love of a girl. ohh cmon do you love your mom, right? yeah! do it like you respect your mama.
ok back to the topic. seberapa pentingnya pacaran buat lo? buat gue sih nggak penting-penting amat. but i just wanna feel love and be loved. and you! what do you think bout love?
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about idol webmistress , JUSTIN BIEBER
Biography Justin Bieber
An old soul is the last thing you would expect to find inside Justin Bieber. But all it takes is one listen to the 15 year-old soul-singing phenomenon to realize that he is light years ahead of his manufactured pop peers.
After posting dozens of homemade videos on YouTube in 2007, where the multi-talented Bieber put his impeccable spin on songs from artists like Usher, Ne-Yo and Stevie Wonder, Justin racked up over 10,000,000 views purely from word of mouth.
“I started singing about three years ago,” says the Canadian native who grew up an only child in Stratford, Ontario. “I entered a local singing competition called Stratford Idol. The other people in the competition had been taking singing lessons and had vocal coaches. I wasn’t taking it too seriously at the time, I would just sing around the house. I was only 12 and I got second place.”
In an effort to share his victory with his loved ones, Justin began posting his performance footage online. “I put my singing videos from the competition on YouTube so that my friends and family could watch them,” he says. “But it turned out that other people liked them and they started subscribing to them. That’s how my manager found me. He saw me on YouTube and contacted my family and now I’m signed!”
Seven months after Justin started posting his videos online, former So So Def marketing executive Scooter Braun flew the then 13-year old singer to Atlanta, GA to meet with his elite colleagues. As if Justin’s natural singing talent wasn’t enough to impress Scooter’s inner circle, Braun knew Bieber was also a self-taught musician who plays the drums, guitar, piano and trumpet.
“Right when we flew into Atlanta, Scooter drove us to the studio and Usher was there in the parking lot,” remembers Bieber. “That was my first time ever being out of Canada so I went up to him and was like, ‘Hey Usher, I love your songs, do you want me to sing you one?’ He was like, ‘No little buddy, just come inside, it’s cold out.’”
All it took was a short time online for Usher to realize he was in the company of a future superstar. “A week later Usher flew me back to Atlanta,” says Bieber. “I sang for him and his people and he really wanted to sign me then and there but I still had a meeting with Justin Timberlake who also wanted to sign me. It turned out Usher’s deal was way better. He had L.A. Reid backing him up and Scooter had a lot of really good connections in Atlanta. I always tease Usher now and remind him he how he blew me off the first time we met.”
In October of 2008, Justin Bieber officially signed to Island Records. His debut album, My World is an intimate look into the mind of a budding young renaissance man. With production from star hit men like The Dream and Tricky Stewart who produced “Umbrella” for Rihanna and Beyonce’s latest smash, “Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It),” Justin has everything he needs to achieve pop supremacy.
His first single, “One Time” produced by Tricky, is about one of Justin’s favorite topics, puppy love. Usher joins Justin on “First Dance” where the two share verses on a song that Bieber describes as, “A slow groovy song that people can dance to.” On the Midi-Mafia produced “Down to Earth” Justin digs deep to talk about growing up. “Bigger” finds the teenaged singer maturing at a steady rate, while motivating his listeners to strive for their goals.
“I’m looking forward to influencing others in a positive way,” says Justin. “My message is you can do anything if you just put your mind to it. I grew up below the poverty line; I didn’t have as much as other people did. I think it made me stronger as a person it built my character. Now I have a 4.0 grade point average and I want to go to college and just become a better person.”
A virtually untapped well of natural artistic talent, Justin Bieber is primed to be a solid force in music for many years to come. “I think older people can appreciate my music because I really show my heart when I sing, and it’s not corny,” he says. “I think I can grow as an artist and my fans will grow with me.” And just think, he’s just getting started.
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